2001-06-05 - 8:21 p.m.

I've been having such a lovely day.

I printed up a zine from a new favorite website. I have read through almost half of it. The writing stuns me and moves me to write and write. I need to write.

I have an insatiable desire to express.

I cannot lock up my craving anymore.

I cannot be lazy anymore.

I've been drinking cold lemonade all day long. Its tangy sweetness has infused into my veins. I like my blood when it's beautifully tainted with the flavour of summer.

My son. As I watch him play outside in the sun and laugh his lungs out, I swear I am the happiest person in the world. He is everything to me. I want him close to me always. My little baby.

My husband. I wait for him to return home from work and school. I wait to breathe in his purity, his existence.

I am finding myself.

I am becoming whole.

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