2001-05-28 - 6:51 p.m.

I cried today. The situation that broke me down isn't important. I mean, it is, but I don't want to air it out here. So I just want to say I cried.

So many people think I have the perfect life. In a way, I do...but well, I am human too with human experiences, and sometimes...I need to cry. And...it was such a hard long cry. I even flicked Matt "the finger." It felt awful to do it, but I impulsively needed to do it. And I meant it, but yet I didn't mean it...you know? Everything is okay now. Kisses and hugs. Back to golden sunshine.

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