2001-05-11 - 1:42 a.m.

First time.

M. and I made love.

Night.

Hotel room.

Dresser mirror opposite the bed.

M. sat on the bed.

My body straddled on his lap.

Arms wrapped around each other.

I caught fleeting glimpses of our reflection.

What I saw...

I was in awe.

I felt so unlike myself...

Yet this was me.

This was us.

Together.

At last.

For always.

My thoughts floated into my heart.

My mind.

My body.

I was scared.

I was safe.

I was with him.

Him.

I could not believe it.

We looked so good together.

We looked perfect as one.

I was falling in love.

I fell in love.

I am in love.

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