2001-04-05 - 4:31 p.m.

I remember the first night M. and I slept together.

And I remember the unconcealable love bites that were all over my neck.

And I remember the colour...dark red and burgandy-wine.

And I remember looking at my reflection in the mirror.

And I remember how horrified I was.

And I remember how I tried concealing my neck that morning when I saw my mother.

And I remember how I lifted up the collar of my black pleather jacket as high as it could go, hoping it would hide them.

And I remember how my mother said, "Don't bother doing that...I can see them as clear as day."

And I remember my mortification.

And I remember her laughing.

And I remember me laughing.

And I remember giving M. the funny hell out of what he did.

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