April 2001 Collab for Just Another Collab:
Raw Pulsating Music And Kiss
Sometimes I...listen to music privately on my cd discman and imagine I am starring in a video of the song.
Last night I listened to Underworld's Pearl's Girl (Album Version) and imagined myself in a video of this gorgeous techno electronica song.
In the video, my movements and feelings are captured and flow with the pulsing beats of the decadent music.
I am getting ready for a rave or a party of some sort.
You see my eyes, all glittered in light baby blue and green. The dark brown orbs of my eyes are sparkling with anticipation and excitement.
My lips are glossed transparent pink and slippery, ready to smear if and when I kiss some stranger.
My skin is luminous, radiating life. Glowing.
I am getting dressed...views of my bare back being enveloped by a flimsy dream of a slipdress that changes colours with my different moods. A chameleon.
High-heeled shoes wrap around my feet...ready for a night of wandering and uninhibited dancing.
I run out the door as the music changes beats...the twinkling stars in the charcoal black sky wink their approval.
The scene transforms into a rave...or a party with dazzling lights scattered among the succulent darkness. There are countless people there...other souls and spirits who seek abandon and romance.
I am at a bar...drinking warm liquor in a glass...sipping daintily...my lips barely brushing against the glass.
I am waiting...waiting...for him.
The man of my dreams...my desires.
The horde of dancers and drinkers whirl past me, sometimes crystal clear, sometimes in a blur. A whirlwind that is freeze-framed every once in a while.
That is when I spot him. See him. Notice his presence.
Handsome and mysterious.
With his own pair of sparkling eyes that whisper to me.
I can hear his whispers of desire even through the haze of the blaring music.
I place my glass down on the counter...no need for this drug...
I have another...more powerful and everlasting.
We inch towards each other...our pace is slow but sure.
Finally our bodies are barely apart...standing in the middle of all the wild young bodies around us.
And the music pulsates...and our hearts answer the call.
We embrace in a deep kiss...no gentleness...no shyness...just raw energy.
M. and I kiss.
My M.
My only love.
We kiss for what seems like forever.
And it is...forever.
Sometimes I...imagine the perfect love for me...
And it is M.
My fantasy come true.