Today has been so painful for me. My fever chills resurfaced for a few hours during the evening. The chills subsided a while ago.
But...worst of all...my stomach and insides have suffered unending torture.
Every single minute of the day I have been tortured by this stomach bug. I don't know what the hell it is, but my stomach has been twisted, jumbled, and unmercifully pounded upon. Stabbing pains in the sides.
The pain radiates from the middle of my chest cavity to my stomach...back and forth...it feels so incredibly awful.
I will keep this as delicate-sounding as possible and spare you from the gruesome details...my bathroom has been my savior and my punisher all day long.
It is horrible...I have NEVER felt this ill in my tummy before. It even made me cry a little.
At this moment, the pain and the need to visit the bathroom has become minimal, thank God, thank God. It still hurts though.
Fuck this. Fuck this. Fuck whatever this is.
It fucked up much of my Saturday.
I want my body back.
I hope I will feel like my old self tomorrow.
Please please.
I cannot take anymore of this.