After this entry, I did slither back into bed.
I listened to Weezer's Pinkerton again for around thirty minutes before I went back to sleep. I have never listened to the album in its entirety...just songs here and there and some snippets from other songs. My favorite songs off the album are Tired Of Sex (which I NEVER will be, because our sex comes from LOVE), Butterfly, The Good Life, and El Scorcho.
As I was cuddling close to my M.'s intensely warm sleeping body, I listened to El Scorcho over and over. I ADORE that song, especially the chorus:
...
I'm a lot like you so please
Hello I'm here I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you
And you'd be good for me
...
These words echoed from my portable cd discman into me into the space of the bedroom. Those words reflect how M. and I feel for one another.
I was mouthing the words while I listened to it. A huge smile was spread across my face. A happy grin. I am not a Weezer fanatic by a long shot...but they ARE so endearing. Sweet. And touching sometimes. AND plenty nutty-crazy-fun!