I think I could have been more popular in school as I am now than how I was back then.
You know why?
I am not shy anymore.
I am not as quiet anymore.
I am so much more outgoing.
I like to talk.
I like to laugh.
I like to be wild sometimes.
I am not afraid to talk to guys anymore (courtesy of M. of course. He brought me WAY out of my turtle shell).
And yeah, I dress better.
My, I sounded so adolescent with that last comment.
But hey, it's true.
Hehe.
Damn.
If I could do it all over again...
But if I were that outgoing back then...
I would never have met M. during that night on the internet.
I probably would have been out partying or something like that.
And I never would have been there in that chatroom to meet him.
HIM.
My love.
Forget that popularity shit.
Thank GOD Hallelujah for how everything went and finally turned out.