Parties. Drinks. Clubs. Strangers. Loudness. Chaos. Lights. Darkness. Uncertainty. Anonymity. Wildness. Drugs. Danger. Experimentation.
The other life.
I wonder what it is like.
I just wonder.
I don't want it.
Because it has never been me.
But my curiosity remains.
Always unfulfilled.
Thirsting for more.
Thus I read.
I watch.
I listen.
I dream.
I fantasize.
And that.
Is more than enough for me.