M. went to the physician today. D. and I went along with him. M. has a small bacterial infection and will start taking his antibiotics tomorrow. He feels really awful at times, but the physician said that it was not serious. It'll probably last a few more weeks at the most. My poor poor baby.
We went to the shopping mall after his appointment. M. bought some clothes and D. got some wonderful toys. I bought two magazines. Allure had Angelina Jolie as the cover model and story. Yum. I loved her dearly when she said :
"I think all women go through periods where we hate this about ourselves, we don't like that. It's great to get to a place where you just dismiss anything you're worried about. I find flaws attractive. I find scars attractive."
That is my goal...to someday dismiss anything and everything I'm worried about...to feel comfortable in my own skin.
I came home and found that two of the fours books which I had ordered were waiting for me...I Was A Teenage Fairy and Dangerous Angels : The Weetzie Bat Books. I skimmed through a few pages of the books. I am in LOVE. Beautiful. Luminous. Intoxicating.
Words are simply irresistable. Whenever I compose poetry...I tend to search for stunning words and images. My poems always have elements of prettiness to them. I love succulent words. They feed me. Nourish me. Whisk me away to dreams and fantasies so I can then slowly linger over their beauty.