2001-02-17 - 03:22:24

I watched Autumn In New York (starring Winona Ryder and Richard Gere) today by myself. I cried at the end. Tears welled in my eyes and streamed down my cheeks...not so much from the acting (which was average at best), but for the idea of lost love. Just thinking about losing M...it hurts. Deeply. To the core of everything I am. My heart feels slashed and shredded. I feel empty. God, I love him. God, I cherish him. I'd like to watch Autumn In New York with M. He could cuddle me during the movie. He could wipe away my tears while we whisper our love for each other. Over and over.

On to more breezy thoughts...

Then I watched Gone In 60 Seconds with Angelina Jolie. Va-va-va-voom. She is so wonderful. She doesn't even have say anything. She exudes gorgeous kick-ass attitude. That look. That smile/smirk. I will always have a starry-eyed little-girl crush on her.

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