2001-01-24 - 21:57:05

A DREAM

I am in a classroom of some sort. Jeff Goldblum (the actor who was in movies such as Jurassic Park, The Fly, and Independence Day) is my husband. Even though he is my husband, I do not feel emotionally or physically connected/attracted to him. He comes over and kisses me lightly, like a butterfly kiss. He then tries to kiss me again, but with more of a deeper kiss. Suddenly, and without consciously meaning to, I bite his lower lip hard. He flinches away from me and holds his lip in mild pain.



Weird. I definately AM NOT attracted to Goldblum in any way. He is a good actor...but that is it. I find it strange that I dream about guys being my husbands when I do not feel any sort of attraction towards them. I guess this is why I always feel disconnected from those guys in my dreams. I somehow know, even in my dreams, that they are not right for me...that they are not the "one."

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