2000-11-02 - 12:52:58

Damn this Juno Web. I have a couple of internet services at my disposal, but most of my mail goes to Juno and I kinda like Juno Web (it hardly ever kicks you off). But, over the last two weeks, freaking annoying Juno Sign-Up Pop-up windows have been occurring way way too frequently. So often, it makes me curse Juno. Yeah, I go, "Fuckin Juno!! Fuckin stop it!!!"

~~Uh-oh...my first real cursing in this journal. Now, I bet I will curse all the time. Thinking about it, it may actually be even more fun now. Heh!!~~

Yesterday night, my father-in-law called Matt to see what our plans were for the Christmas holiday and whether we were going to come down to visit (in another state). We were still unsure (M. wanted some time to just kick back and relax during the holiday). His dad complimented me..always compliments me...says that he loves me many times...says that M. better be taking good care of me and all or else...hehehe..{:O)...he really makes me smile...I am not used to having someone other than M. say that he/she loves me. I was like, "I love you too dad." It felt weird saying this to him because I hardly say "I love you" to my own parents. It's sort of the unspoken truth that we love each other, but once in a while, I will say that I love my parents, but usually in a joking way, to take the emotional mushy edge off. The word "LOVE" is only spoken in HUGE INFINITE EVERYDAY quantities to my two honeys. And you cannot imagine how I cherish and appreciate that M. is the type of guy who does say that he loves me all the time. He says it AND he shows it. Oh...I love him so much. We are trying to teach D. how to say those magic words too. He's getting there {:O)

When I hung up the phone, M. was smiling and laughing,and said, "See, I told you that he has a million compliments for you!"

Note : That Juno Web window popped up 7(!!) times during the course of this entry. Dammit, I don't want to pay for Juno Web..I get it free!!!! ARGHHH!!!!!

Second, More Positive Note : I love Matt and David.

Third, And Final Note : I love you too Mom and Dad (shhhhhhhh...don't tell them though). {:O)

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