Well, I am in a better mood than I was this morning. Not that I was in a bad mood really...just thinking about too-horrible-to-conceive thoughts. My 'lil D. is taking his afternoon nap..a late one. He is so sweet when he sleeps. He wrapped one arm around me while he fell asleep on his side. Oh the feeling is delicious...my cuddly baby boy. I love it when, every once in a while, he makes soft sucking noises, as if he is dreaming about when I still nursed him.
I miss the feeling and closeness of nursing him, with those big eyes looking up at me. It really wasn't that long ago...he is only 2 years old now...but sometimes it's like I already forget how it felt to hold a tiny baby. I think that D. will be our only child...I don't know if I'd want to have another baby...but I know..I KNOW that when he is all grown up I will look at his baby pictures and his videos and go, "Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh I want a baby!!!!" Heck...I do that even now...miss the smallness of a baby. {:O)